Trust.....not an easy path!

One trusts the other....while the other one breaks it with all pleasure!
thats what happens usually.......or...maybe thats what has been happening with me lately!!!!!
Not like it hasn't happened evered...but since past few months...this ditching thing is going on like some movie's replaying itself again and again.......its hard to knw that people for whom i cared and gave all my devotion are actually the reason why i'm in this condition today!...........and when i confront.....they return it with a big blame on me........what the hell is wrong with them?????? i just don't seem to match the ends.......i dunno..........someone has said it really right:
Near ones are not dear
Dear ones are not near
Its easy to remeber the near ones
but its really hard to forget the dear ones!